finally, finality

to explain my last post:

Lisa and i are breaking up. this time, i stand absolutely firm. nothing will make me take her back. she is an immature, mean, coldhearted, selfish tyrant. i loved her, but i don’t think i’ll ever like her again.

don’t worry about me; i’ll be much better once she’s gone. it’s actually a terrible relief. and i’ll finally get a little timespace to myself. listen:

a guy goes through a rough patch. he lives in fear for that Phone Call Re: Grandfather, day in, day out, for 6 months. his nerves are shot, and his heart is breaking, like an excruciating slow-motion car crash.

and she hurls blame and insults.

sometimes, shrieking hysterically at me like some spoiled 6 year old.

fuck that.

grow up.

and get OUT.