even though i’m actually trying to get some work done… and failing miserably as always…
sometimes i think the only way i can avoid fucking something up is by running away from it.
*sigh*
that’s why i don’t go anywhere anymore. that’s why i don’t have any more friends left (that and the fact that i’m such an asshole). that’s why i fear the world, and what it will do to me (and me to it). that’s why i do nothing, say nothing, try nothing, go nowhere, see no one… that’s why i fail. i fail on purpose these days. (not that i don’t have any honest failure in me; i’ve got plenty of that.)
nobody needs this. get away while you can… i’m so not worth it. i’m utterly forgettable anyway.
