enough. something’s going around and everybody’s having a rough go and i’m just so sick of people hurting other people and it’s all because people can’t be kind to each other, because the human ideal of peace and love and tranquility isn’t realistic, and for what? we can’t have utopia because we don’t WANT it? is that it? we’re so fucking selfish that we don’t even want to bother lifting a goddamned finger to achieve the Great Human Dream to live together, in happiness and in harmony? oh, and i know that some will laugh and think, how juvenile! how naive! O the pitious gullibility of the so-called “freethinking” Leftist neo-anarchist! when will they learn that evil and spite are part and parcel of the Human Condition? and to that, i can only offer the one reply, always only the one: i love you; is it so fucking hard, nay impossible, to at least try to love me back? is it so very much work to try to be a good neighbor? can you do it? do you have it in you? is the other cat, the Average Jo/e, then also not capable of exercising his or her Free Will to Love and be kind and good and decent? isn’t it so hard, so very difficult, to ensure a place among the citizens of the cosmos for us frail and weak humans, who i guess then only want to live by dying, continually dying each day, for the suffering of millions has now become so equilibrium that we cannot even imagine having an entertainment industry that isn’t based on this horrible, self-perpetuating trend of misery.
o negativity! o harness of greed! o supergravity of simplistic hatred! o liar, o thief, o scoundrel, o glutton or glut! o giver of temporary things! o taker of permanencies! o deceptive advertising! o humiliations for sale! o disharmony in song! o rebels without causes! o short shelf life of love! o spoilers! o tarnish! o vanity! o callous indifference (that one’s for you)! o pallid and vain self-righteousness (that one’s for me)! o mischief for the sake of personal gain and nothing more! o me generation! o empty radicals, bereft of guilt and shame and humanity, who have given up in favor of a well-paying career as media consultants! o rambling philosophizers who feel nothing! o dullness! o grief, o misery, o suffering, o pain, o jealousy and o envy! o god! o no! o no! o no!
o sleepers.
enough. this is my scream.
