seriously considering giving up all this doom & gloom bullshit. i mean, i love the colour black (space!!!), and i still like SOME dark (not evil) sort of stuff… i mean like really weird, twisted art and i LOVE gloom-rawk (Smiths, Cure, Joy Division, Portishead, Skinny Puppy, NIN, etc.) …but i’m just getting sick of all the darkness in the world. the world simply does not need any more gloom. and fuck knows there are enough goths and LaVey wannabes and pylon freaks out there.
i’m even considering redoing the lair in all white…
i feel like Carlos Santana or John McLaughlin must have felt upon meeting the Maharishi Mahesh Yogi (or whoever the fuck it was who gurued them), when they suddenly became obsessed with whiteness and light.
