Just moved to a new webhost. Dreamhost just costs too much for not a massive ton of value. I went with a company recommended by r/webhosting, and i already regret it dearly, because their technical support has been absolutely fucking awful. I worked in tech support for a long, long time, and i’m sympatico with people doing that often difficult work. So for me to complain it takes a lot. And this guy just waves me off no matter what i need help with. Pretty rude too. So fuck Nixihost unless something changes.
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new site crap
thanks to fascist dumbfuck Elon Musk’s garbage version of birdsite (aka Twitter, which i won’t link here), i’ve been motivated to get back to Mastodon and fix this place up a little bit. With inspiration from Glitch, i crafted a new start page to replace the blog home, using some of the bits from my random background experiments. I’ve also added or tweaked some of the visuals and altered the menu, removing crap i don’t care about and separating the home/about and adding blog under home. That sounds confusing, sure, but you’ll see it makes more sense when you see the first couple items on the menu now. Work in progress, as always, but now i’m back into the code getting dirty. And writing dirty code. Dirtily. You fucking whore. You know you like it.
Anyway, nobody cares. Literally nobody reads this or ever has, but i needed to put something here besides lorem ipsum bullshit so i could feel justified in moving the furniture around.
And if you’re somehow here for some reason and are mildly curious, find me elsewhere, since i’m probably more active there than here.
My dog Fender needs surgery to remove/biopsy a mass in his chest, so if you feel like helping out, that would actually be appreciated quite a bit. I’m planning on doing some DJing on Twitch soon to try to raise some money that way also, but haven’t been able to find a good time slot, what with a chaotic personal life involving the severe health problems of a close in-law. Et cetera! But stay tuned if you’re into that sort of thing.
Dog tax:

Not sure why anyone would bother reading this far, but if there’s actually someone out there who has, know that i appreciate you, albeit while simultaneously experiencing a sort of fond puzzlement. Thanks mate. Cheers!
rip me
So this was another fun little experiment, albeit a morbid one. Check back tomorrow for an update on my progress. Will i get better?
yet another test post
this is a test
getting over religion

Today in my therapy session my counselor asked me about my atheism. Specifically, if i felt like maybe religion might be something that was an avenue to explore, or whether it was in my past and that i’m settled on being atheist. I told her about how i used to be a zealous evangelical Christian in my teens, then gave that up when too many doubts compounded faith into an untenable mess; and how…
Please help us get caught up
https://www.gofundme.com/HelpHollyAndJeremy
We’re Holly and Jeremy. We moved to Columbus last summer for a job Holly had accepted. The job turned out to be awful. She has suffered from mental illness since her early twenties, and would up in the hospital after suffering a nervous breakdown brought on by job-induced stress.
While there, she was fired from her job. She’s since applied (and been approved) for disability, but that requires five months of waiting, without work, before any benefits are paid out. She won’t receive any income until late July.
Since then, Jeremy’s been looking desperately for work, but having no degree in a college town has made it a bit on the difficult side – to put it mildly. He’s submitted hundreds of applications to various places. After a few months, he finally got a job offer for a customer service gig. (He starts the last week in April.)
We’re behind on our rent by a month, and will be behind by two months by the time Jeremy gets his first paycheck. To keep our four dogs fed and our utilities paid, we’ve been selling clothes and assorted things (but that doesn’t stretch very far).
Our rent is $1200 per month, and $100 late fee (capped after $10 per day). Jeremy’s job will pay our rent, and most or all of our utilities, but it won’t leave much else (food, gas, etc.).
So we’re asking for help in getting us caught up. Our next month’s rent is due on the 1st of May, by which time we’ll be two months past due – possibly staring an eviction notice in the face. (If that happens, we have no more savings and nowhere to go.) If we can avoid getting evicted, we can stay in Columbus until Holly gets her first disability check (at the end of July), which will finally allow us to live a normal, non-ramen-based lifestyle again.
Lastly, if you can help us out – even a little – we’d be eternally grateful. (If you can’t afford it, please consider sharing this. That would be every bit as helpful and appreciated.) No one is an island, and the kindness of our friends (and strangers) elicits a gratitude which can barely be adequately expressed. We humbly and sincerely thank you, from the bottom of our hearts.
Please help Holly & Jeremy get caught up

//funds.gofundme.com/Widgetflex.swf We’re Holly and Jeremy. We moved to Columbus last summer for a job Holly had accepted. The job turned out to be awful. She has suffered from mental illness since her early twenties, and would up in the hospital after suffering a nervous breakdown brought on by job-induced stress. While there, she was fired from her job. She’s since applied (and been approved)…
Keep on Funkin’
Help funk legend Bernie Worrell pay his medical bills!
Hire me
I’ve somewhat updated my resume and portfolio here. They look a little bit nicer (especially the full-page resume and portfolio) and are more up to date. I still need to update the resumes on this page, but i’ll get to it when i get to it.
Quotes from my recent xTED talk

I’m 42 years old. I’ve paid my dues, and there is no fucking way i’m ever going to feel the need to explain myself to a member of the generation which dropped the ball the hardest. So, do i feel bad about the way that i talk? All the cursing and using some dead god’s name in vain? No. No i do not.
Avoid Cinnamon e-juice flavors
In a prior study on electronic cigarette (EC) refill fluids, Cinnamon Ceylon was the most cytotoxic of 36 products tested. The purpose of the current study was to determine if high cytotoxicity is a general feature of cinnamon-flavored EC refill fluids and to identify the toxicant(s) in Cinnamon Ceylon. Eight cinnamon-flavored refill fluids, which were screened using the MTT assay, varied in their cytotoxicity with most being cytotoxic.




















