Lisa hasn’t been at work in a few days now. it’s hard to explain, but even though i don’t much like her anymore, i am sort of worried. i’d like to say that she’s a big girl and all that, but, well… she isn’t. she’s a teenager trapped in an adult body. she’s always liable to go off the deep end with nary a moment’s notice. i hope she’s okay, and i hope she’s not feeling down this holiday season. i’ve got a big mouth, and i’m always running it, but i don’t wish her ill of any kind, truly. on the contrary, i hope she finds some sort of solace and salvation, and learns to accept humanity for what it is and not how it fails, and learns to be truly living, and all that. i hope she gets her shit figured out, so she’ll stop hurting herself and others.
it’s really none of my business.
i just hope she’s doing all right, that’s all.
