at grandpa’s:
i’m dating a great friend who i’ve known & worked with for a couple years now. we’re SOOOOO happy together. i feel terrible re: her previous boyfriend (there was NO overlap, but things did happen one after the other). the guilt is great but the pleasure is deep, my friends. we have so much in common & we’ve never argued about anything & we lift each other up & she’s my holy angel (soft downy feathers glowing bright whitely, wings dipping lovingly into the dung of our maya-veiled world) sent from nirvana to teach me how to be a bodhisattva.
no, people, it’s different. it’s not reboundy at all, it’s very very deep and sweetly loving and i foresee a wide open longly vast future. she’s so funny & smart & beautiful & good & been through so much & come out so level. i admit that i love being sad, and it’ll be sad to NOT be sad, so even THAT works out. all is reciprocal and infinite and harmonious.
i’m not mad at Lisa any more. i don’t like her personally, but i’m not mad. she did what she had to do to make herself happier, just like any truly strong woman does. props & peace to her.
the music’s going good, too. i’ve finally got “deghost” done up like i want it. other things are coming together. et cetera.
til next time, kids: do good by others, and do good by yourself. be loving, and spread happiness. be freaky in public, too.
