i just found my old high school friend Cori online today. yippee! i haven’t talked to her in AGES! Cori rocks. (this bodes well. today is going to be good, unlike the rest of ’em lately.)
i’m at the lie-bary, researching the elusive 8-track bounce technique for the Roland VS-880ex, and ways to stave off a stroke for people like me who suddenly out of nowhere get freakin’ high blood pressure.
man, am i ever broke lately. i think i have a leak somewhere. i’m down to $200, and i just got paid. granted, i had a lot of bills, but the two biggest are unpaid. this shit HURTS.
can i type “shit” on a public computer…?
been listening to a lot of Live, Afghan Whigs/Twilight Singers, Posies, Jellyfish/Grays, Guided By Voices, Toad the Wet Sprocket, etc.
wrote [most of] a new song. now you’ve got two, LL. one for hello, and one for goodbye. there will be more. this one’s about cramming all the stuff that your last boyfriend knew about you into the first couple of months of your new relationship. playing catch-up. so it’s fairly innocuous anyway.
still haven’t heard from her, and am pretty worried. i’m sure she’s ok. i just need to learn to let go. it will happen, piece by piece. i’ve been doing pretty good, for what i’ve been through, and how deeply it goes.
i’m off. text me, fer chrissakes.
