UPCOMING: for my birthday, somebody is taking me to see the Posies in either Columbus (10/5) or Cleveland (10/6).
ME: i’m getting better all the time, though today i was kind of sullen, having to sit around my grandfather’s house with Lisa there. i had to sit next to her at the table. even the car ride to Nuke City had me entering I-675 just a few car lengths ahead of her car. how crazy is that? i used to think we were fated to cross paths and to be together. not anymore, not by a long shot. the girl is a creep not for me. she can fuck everyone she likes, and more power to her; she’ll never ever replace what she lost forever in me. i may love her, and i may still care about her, but i will not be her emotional hostage. i have cut the cord and cauterized. and this might just be the quickest gettin’ over that sentimental me has ever done. i am finally out of love with her.
but i’m not out of love.
HISTORY: i do have lousy timing with girls, though. but it sure has worked out for them- Holly has got a great, great man, and Cassandra does too. i wouldn’t trade that for anything. i couldn’t top those cats. i’m very happy that i have such bad timing. and i’m absolutely content to just be a friend! i think i accidentally matured or something.
RECENT EVENT: the other day i saw SpaceShip One fly right in front of me, within a couple hundred yards. ahead of it? the Wright B Flyer. together. in Dayton, OH, the greatest city in the midwest, the birthplace of human powered flight. SpaceShip One and the Wright B Flyer, man. it was TRANSCENDENTAL.
FINANCES: i am broke as a broke-dick dog, and i gots BEELS to pay. i can’t do nuthin fo’ ya, man. Moffra Moff got problems of his own. i’m very close to losing my job, too. very, very, VERY close.
MUSIC: the song is going great, but i’m running out of memory left and right. and itching to work on about 3 others that have been on the back-burner for far too long. as soon as i finally get these old songs properly recorded the way i’ve always wanted to, it’ll finally be time to get to work on the new material, which is coming slowly but nicely. i’m actually very busy with recording lately. and i have one person to thank for that.
me.
QUITTING SMOKING: i broke and smoked the rest of my half-pack of real cigs over this past week. i need new patches. and i’m smoking Quest ni-free fags. but it’s not going terribly.
text me at 9373080359 (or via profile), or email at 9373080359 @ vtext dot com. or, hell, call sometime.
