more answers from the question poll:
why am i invisible to you now?
you’re not. i’m just stepping back from everything because my life is so out of order lately and i need to focus on getting my shit back together before i can get anything else settled with any degree of satisfaction. sorry if i seem distant! it’s not meant that way, i can assure you. i’ve just narrowed down my contacts to my closest friends for now.
what is your deepest wound?
i’d have to say that growing up while gradually coming under the impression that i personally am not as important [to my parents] as heroin, alcohol, drugs, and partying is my deepest wound.
another thing that’s always driven me to frustration, and, frankly, rage, has been the knowledge that i have been given a set of conditions which were supposed to be TRUE, but which are actually anything but, and in fact very much FALSE mostly. let’s see… The History of White People does NOT equate to The History of The World. Jesus was not a white man. and no, we do not, in fact, know with any degree of certainty a god damn thing about god, the afterlife, or the nature of the Cosmos. and nobody ever told me that dreams don’t come true by simply dreaming about them alone; and yet i was never ever given the tools or techniques to rectify that dilemma. so i feel like i’ve been stuck in the wrong world for my whole entire life. or given a map to a place i’m not even in, a place that doesn’t even appear to exist anywhere.
there are more wounds, but you only asked about the deepest, so i’ll not go on. suffice it to say that while i doubt that any of my wounds will ever heal fully, at least they are no longer infected and dripping with pus (contrary to how i no doubt often make things seem).
what does wkcc.com have to do with Malaysia?
my one and only guess: their webmaster is Malaysian.
