i’ve been waiting for The Right Girl to come along. it’s been about 17 years now since i’ve been sexually active, so that’s how long i’ll say it’s been that i’ve been waiting.
and it’s just not happening.
i’m open to guys, too… but i’m just not sure if i could really be as INTO a relationship with a guy. the closest, closest friends i’ve ever had have mostly been girls. i often relate to girls better. or maybe it’s just that i really like being around them. girls can be really wonderful sometimes. fucking evil as hell, but wonderful, too. so we’ll just say that it’s a girl that i want most.
here’s what i want:
21-35 (i’ve been having to stretch my lower age-limit lately. getting older sucks BALLS.)
reasonably attractive
definitely Left, or Left-leaning, politically. preferably an activist, a utopian, an idealist, an anarchist.
very intelligent. there is no room for moderation in this regard. i don’t need an engineer, i just want someone who understands string theory and can dig it when i rant about alternate “universes.”
creative/artistic; guitar players a HUGE plus (mm mm damn!)
somewhat mad (or at least eccentric), but not psychotic
sense of humor, preferably bizarre
monogamous
preferably not bisexual (i’m a hypocrite; but my main concern is that i don’t want to be merely half of what my partner needs sexually. i don’t want straying; i know i won’t stray either.)
agnostic, or at the very least not into tradtional Western religion, or any other kind of utter bullshit. parody cultists and/or Thelemites are another big plus.
some good really excellent examples:
Cat (she’s married though)
Melissa (can’t possibly say enough good about that woman)
Susan (i think she’s still married; haven’t seen her in many years now)
Ria (my last g/f)
Leah (haven’t seen her in many years also; heard she was married now)
am i asking too much? i don’t think so. not at all. so what’s the problem? i’d have to say that it’s just me.
*sigh*
