what do YOU think about this whole situation with a_fallen_starr??? i just don’t know what to do… i’m afraid my brain is telling me to bow out nicely; to respectfully decline… but my heart (& goddammit, yes, my dick) is tellin’ me otherwise.
i don’t even know if i mentioned everything or not… but my problem is that she’s obviously fuckin’ other people (she’s now locked away a post where she said she left her thong at this guy’s house… some guy she frequently makes out with, who has a steady GF (and it sounds like he has a GF as opposed to a gf)), or at the very least she’s making out with them a lot. and very likely trying to get with others (far as i can tell, this girl is just plain hot for sex, period). and trying to stave off more. and well… you know how i feel about that. i just can’t handle it. i despise restrictions, and especially imposing them on others… but, well… i AM mono, after all… and that’s because i desire a closer, more intimate connection, uninterrupted by others. and stuff. and i’m a little jealous… less than i thought, but more than trouble… if you can dig what i mean by that.
jesus. i actually wish that someone ELSE could just make this call FOR me. i know what i’m going to do though. i know exactly what i’m going to do. maybe i don’t even need any more advice, but maybe i think it’d be nice to hear it from someone like you… someone who’s actually been on the other end of my attentions.
i dunno.
i dunno!
p.s., my apologies if you don’t wanna hear about it or whatever….
