i seem to be on a split 4×4 sleep schedule. this never works. as often as not, i find that i simply can’t sleep past 3 or 4 hours at night; and then in the daytime, i get so much sleep that i can’t even seem to wake up. and that feels pathetic.
on days like this, i don’t mind that i’m going to be a bachelor until the day that i die. tomorrow is probably going to suck ass, though.
i came to a realization today: if we pulled our troops out at this late stage in the war, it would be, in a word, idiotic. not to mention, all those who tragically died in this campaign will have died in vain if we did that before completing our goal. i wonder on what day we crossed that grim line? anyway, i can no longer support the protest effort in good faith. too many have died to stop now. anyone who doesn’t understand this is just fooling themselves. i will of course never condone war itself, and never condone the actions of warmongers. those who have been injured while protesting this violence are just as much heroes as any soldier. just nowhere near as brave as those valiant men and women who are over there right now following their terrible orders. i do hope that that evil motherfucker Saddam is deader than hell. if i had my way, i would rip him to pieces myself. where the hell is Kim Jong Il? i want a piece of that asshole too.
