some things happened that were lousy. but they weren’t THAT lousy. just a rogue snowball, z’all.
i’m dreadfully sorry anyone had to see me air that shit live. my sincerest apologies to everyone. and my deepest thanks to those who called, commented, IM’d, and so forth.
i’m over it, so is she.
we’re cool with it, i guess.
keeping my distance, trying to be more careful and less casual about my squishy fuzziness (that’s “feely crap”). i tend to give my shit away before i realise that i might need it for myself. i tend to fall for people who don’t need it. so i’m backindafuckup.
i spend a lot of my time backindafuckup. and eating crow & apologizing.
i just went apeshit because this has been a crappy, crappy year and i’m all stressed out.
*sigh*
i am SUCH a drama freak.
