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a malevolent singularity

had an important realization tonight:

i’m so much less than worthless, the worthlessness loops back around, building up and collapsing in upon itself. i’m a walking black hole. this is evident in the number of escaped bodies which have been flung far and wide. nothing good can come close without being stretched, crushed, and annihilated. i’m a walking black hole.

ultimately it’s technically my parents fault for conceiving me, but on a practical level i’m the one who failed to be greater than zero. so it’s really all my own fault.

By jae

jae lethe (he/she/they) is a blogger, musician, artist, poet, web developer/designer, armchair philosophizer, teller of tales, and gadabout. Also, something he calls a "behavioral artist." (Not sure.) She has plans. BIG plans.

Among the things that he has done for a laugh are minor fractures, cuts, scrapes, and various scabs. Though she's quick to point out that they're no imbecile, we're fairly certain that he thinks the word means some kind of medieval pharmacist.

This is her latest home on teh internets - where jae stores their swear words, when they're not hurling them at the sun in vain.